The reason why i'm not using my old blogs is because i hate me, the old me.
Really hate myself.
Why was i so freaking immature and stupid.. and disgusting..
But anw life's been hectic.
Sec 3 life is no easy task man.
Anw i made many new friends and lost friends too in the midst of this transition from lower sec to upper sec.
I drifted away from my old friends,
my old clique c2j2ks
Really miss how things used to be, going recess in a 6-ppl clique
and the girls in my class were so bonded..
now it's like ...
My class is like boys majority and it sucks.
Especially w all the as-s in my class... lol
I don't even feel like i belong thr
WHY the hell man.
It's so sad when i start talking to my old friends and realise thrs not much to talk abt,
when our convos were like tons and tons last time,
it's like one or two words now.
Maybe i just have to adapt to changes.
But i hate changes.
I hate having to leave people that used to bring me so much joy.
I guess i jus get too attached easily.
The thing is that they dont even look affected.
They made new friends, new pals and im like here...
like haha sorry i guess i didnt mean anything to you.
That one of the reasons why i try to not like anyone.
Bc yknow if i rly like someone i can't imagine the emotional traumas tt will hit me when they leave.
But i rly wanna thank this piggy for always being thr for me :)
I rly rly rly hope .. maybe you might be the one.
Maybe.
